Micheal James Rowley

1974 - 2000
LocationScotland, Inverness
Age25 years
Cause of DeathSuicide
Date of Birth06/02/1974
Date of Death05/01/2000
Visitors1,024 since 15/11/2008
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My uncle Michael was 25 when he died. 1 month b4 his 26th birthday. he comited suicide. no-one saw it coming.
No one in the family took to her very well from what i remember anyway. he was in the army, black watch. britalion 1. A Much Loved Lance Corporal. he was foreverf being de-moted lol. but we miss him muchly
i love you uncle michael.
x

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its been almost 9yrs now and i still cant believe your gone and i will never in my life get my head around you taking your own life. not you micheal, not my little brother. you broke so many hearts micheal. you were never seen as anything but a happy go lucky guy, not many things fazed you. whatever was bothering you at the time you hide well. i can barely bring myself to look at photos of you, it just hurts so much. i visited your grave a few weeks ago when i went up to scotland it was so so horrible that your life was now merely a memory and a headstone. i never saw you for the longest time when you died and once we use to be so close. when you were on leave you'd com back to mine drunk and with some girl and then in he morning you'd be gon and leave me to get rid of them. we had many many laughs, god micheal for being brother and sister we had we had wicked times. i wished we hadnt lost that closeness, i wished i had ben there for you. i wished i could have a moment back in time and be able to be there with you, talk to you, hold you and i so wish i could have saved you. micheal i will like many never ever get over the heartache and the empty space you left will never be filled. im sorry if i let you down, im sorry i was selfish and choose to go off and do my own thing and cause a distance betwen us that now forever more will never be bridge, cos if i hadnt then maybe just maybe id have you here and i could then say to you, that you were once my best friend, my sidekick, my little brother and my little ray of sunshine. i loved you then as i love you now and i hope that you have the peace you were looking for because you obviously wanted it so badly and i desperately want ot for you. i will never ever stop missing you. your heartbroken and devastated sister.... carol

Carol Jacobs (Sister)

November 28, 2008

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where all could see,
sheltered beside
a garden wall,
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swiftly by,
it spread its branches, straight and tall...

One day, a beam of light
shone through
a crevice that had
opened wide ~
The rose bent gently
toward its warmth
then passed beyond
to the other side

Now, you who deeply
feel its loss,
be comforted ~ the rose blooms there ~
its beauty even greater now,
nurtured by
God's own loving care.
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X X

November 15, 2008

im so so sorry for the loss of your loved one im thinking of you all at this sad time
Robyn Hamill's daddy

Andy Hamill

November 15, 2008
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